I remember being asked by Dr. Buckmiller a few years ago to go on my first mission trip to China. I thought, “Absolutely” and a few months later I got my first taste of what it was like to care for cleft lip and palate patients. I had been warned that once you go serve on a mission trip, you will want to go every year and I find myself on my 3rd trip in just over 2 years. I never dreamed that I would be able to use the “mark” that the Lord allowed me to have at birth, but the fact that I was a cleft lip/palate baby seemed to be working in my favor on this trip. Such is the case again in Guatemala. I find myself humbled at the fact that the Lord would allow me to share my life experience with many different people. To be able to tell a cleft patient in the PACU that I truly understand what they are feeling gives me a great feeling. I have felt their pain, I have cried their tears, and I have woke up in recovery wondering “what just happened to me” and thinking “what do I look like.” I know that the Lord uses us as instruments in many different ways and on these trips, I really feel used.
Many years ago I had to make a choice about how I was going to view my cleft palate and lip. Was I going to ball my fist up and shake it at God or was I going to loosen that fist and open my hand up to Him and let Him use me as He wants to. I have been drawn in an indescribable way to give back to these cleft kids. Being asked to be a part of the team is a blessing that I could easily get emotional about and the Lord has given me strength to work for these patients.
I also come away from a trip like this with a unbelievably humbled spirit. At home with my wife are our two boys. Our six year old, Owen, also was blessed with his own “marks”. He has faced challenges from being born with cleft lip and with spina bifida. The beauty of living close to Little Rock, Arkansas, is that we have a world renowned cleft surgeon in Dr. Buckmiller. To say that she is good would be the understatement of a lifetime and we have opportunity to see her for our cleft needs. I forget how spoiled we are when I go on these trips and when I watch the handiwork of the cleft surgeons, I quickly remember how talented they are and incredibly gifted. I think that’s how you can sum up this Guatemala trip to Huehuetenango. It has been a gift.
One of my favorite stories from this trip was a mother of an 11 year old boy who had his lower lip revised by Dr. Buckmiller. I don’t think he totally understood what his new face would look like because there was still a lot of post operative swelling around his lip. His mother understood the major difference that had occurred though. She made the comment to one of our team that she was grateful for everything that had been done for her son and that every time she looked at her son’s face she was going to remember the faces of those that worked with him on this trip.
There is no doubt that this trip has left an impression for a lifetime. Not only for patients but for us as well.
By Matt Bishop, R.N.














